My Mood :-3

I must keep my mind clear~

Out of mess~

Toward my heaven!! Ok!!

Yohoo~

Girl =)

Cheer J J

日记7/2/2010

凌晨~~
音乐环绕~
舒服的感觉~
享受这一刻~
发挥艺术的想法~
好幸福~

如果时间可以停顿~
我希望是这一刻~

病了一场~
拿正牌颓废了好多天~偷了好多懒~

终于期限到了， PROJECT 要交了~
拼了命的赶赶赶~
纵然没有想法， 没有特别的设计~
还是得弄出个作品~
结果~虽知自己是敷衍的制作~
还是放任了 ~

一心只想着要时间快点过~快点过新年~快点回家~

结果呢~
是在指定时间内完成，也交了上去~

可是~看见其他人的作品时~心里还是内疚了~自卑了~
人家是用尽心思， 努力的做到最好~
而我呢~
怎么会这么懒惰~这么不对自己的选的负责~
成绩出来了也会不好意思吧~
想过要让人刮目相看~
可是现在所做的哪一件事有朝哪个方向前进呢???
除了时间在飞快的溜走~还有什么呢~


对自己失望~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


功课结束了，突然空闲下来~
好紧张~好兴奋哦~
连续追了好多集的戏~
还是睡不着呢~

之后几天都倒出去逛街~
买年货~~~好累~
已经逛了三天了~
花了不少钱~>.<

Sick lol...fever...-.-!! (sun 17/1/10)

Cry~~~-*.*-

Feel not well on sunday morning ...

still thought will get better maybe noon like tat...so, i just rest and  drink more water. But when is afternoon, im feel worst already, feel super very cool. Shit~~i have to admit that im caught by fever . Wake from bed and go get a cup milk and PENADOL. How long time i din have medicine already...the penadol in my room also is my bf's 1 , last time he was sick when he is here. luckily, if not i don know which medicine have to buy lo...

Feel better after medicine...

2pm go do group project at Xuan's house.

4 smthing not feeling well again.Feel Dying ...

5 come back and quickly go buy bread and eat 1 more penadol...

after that~~~~~sleep till ......

8 smthing only i wake up...sweat until all my cloth also wet ...

 take 1 more penadol after bath...

finally feel better ...can do essay ...

fever again at 11 smthing...good ...SLEEP~~~

2010~目标

~自己篇~

• 加强英文（我好差啊）-至少四本英文书（三个月1本也不多啊）
• 最少一星期要UPDATE部落格一次
  
• 减肥-我的目标体重
• 肤色变白（一点也好）
• 还我滑滑的脸-痘痘走开啦（讨厌你，不要粘着我嘛）
• 追随潮流-（改变发型，穿衣，更会化妆）
• 增高（我太矮了啦）
• 运动运动
• 健康的身体（减少煎炸辣，多吃蔬菜水果，喝牛奶，多喝水）

 -宠宠自己篇-

• 香水
• 一套护肤品
• （哈哈^^）

~学业篇~

• good project 
• look forward for 1st class honour (maybe is dreaming, but i'll try my best la)
• improve computer technique -photoshop, illustrator
  

~FAMILY's~

• help u daddy when im at home
• help mummy do housework 
  
• call grandpa more frequently - 2 week once at leaast
• visit n breakfast with grandpa when im back

~sem break~

• work 4 month if can
• improve english speaking

~画画老师~

• go to class more often when back
• helping her
• also chit chat ...^^haha

~FRIENDS~

       - hometown's friends

• keep in touch 
• update their's new 

      - college's friends

• keep the friendship 

      -simon's aunty

• visit 

~Darling^^~

lastly ................

• remember all the meaningful's day to us(valentine, anniversary, birthday)
• love you more
• accompany you study
• Memory (coming genting ----hope can arrange to go P. langkawi)
• help to search (phone, laptop)

HOho~~

hopefully, i can achieve the GOALSSSS...

2010^^ im here ~~

Weekend 9-10/01/10

This weekend is the 1st weekend for the new sem. Haha...So suprise that im stay in hostel and din go out le ...???yes , im stay in hostel to finish up my work lo...same...AIM FOR CNY...also for the submittion actually ...Haiz... is quite boring lo...but what to do, since i have work need to done ...even i go out also wont have mood to shopping ...so, i spend my weekend with my work.  

Work is never finish however you work hard

Yes, it is real. That is why i still have a lot to do though i had start dooing it from noon. AHhrrr...


i need to speed up speed up la...
+ you +you
add oil add oil....

MY bad mood of starting new semester >.<

i have start my new semester on 4th of Jan 2010. It is  a big deal for me because even until today i still in holiday mood. I had went for class for 4 days already. but WHY ? why im still in holiday mood ?why im so home sick? why so lazy to do work? it seriously can not be. i will spoil my year 1's life and also the result will be very bad. i knew it ~~i knew it every day, every hours, every minute. But still im like this. 

i spend almost half of my time in a day with sleep. also i spend a lot of time in calling my darling. Chat with him also cry everyday when im on call. Im so miss home miss my parent miss my sis and bro. Also my darling. how much i hope he can come here and accompany i doing those stress homework. BUt he is now in holiday and is at home. so can not ccome KL.I have already left out much from the others. There are 'tonsss' of work wait for me to finish up. The most important is that all of those work are nearly deaddline already. It also meant i will be "dead".SHit!!!! how i gonna manage it...

i need to be hardworking~

need to speed up ~

need to burn midnight oil~

need save up my sleeping time~

need to concentrate on homework~

no more blue mood ~

no more sad ~

no more lazy ~ 

no more cry~

no more ~~~~

i have to research the D. principle's work now~~

need to sketches the master bedroom in oriental chinese style for D. Comm now~~

And i have to speed up in my IAD essay...that is the most much work i had left behind~

the result im lazy to do during holiday and these few days since the 1st few day im so free ...

+ you +you..(^.^)

AIM FOR THE CNY HOLIDAY ~~

AIM FOR THE FUN ~~